November 19, 2025: Invited to Nyaotic Records
This is probably the day that changed the entire trajectory of the Nekosis project in the best way possible. On it, Windopain, one of the owners of Nyaotic Records (the other being dj flyblown waste), a netlabel that had started releasing in June earlier that year (coincidentally, the first release on the label, the Manic Ultraviolence split between dj flyblown waste and Windopain, came out the exact same day as CD-R Confidential Volume 1!), shot me a DM. After hearing a demo I had posted in the goreshit library Discord server of what would become CDRCV2's "hyperconfidential", he asked if I would be willing to contribute a track to the label's first compilation, an offer which I accepted (more on this later).
Soon after, Windopain would invite me to the label's newly-formed Discord server where I would meet and interact with many other producers in the scene for the first time, including the aforementioned dj flyblown waste, Cephalexin, xsiyl, sexlover shinda, pukesquid, and probably many more that I'm forgetting. This was, believe it or not, the first time I had really interacted with anyone in the scene at all. I originally had conflicted feelings on lolicore, which unfortunately led to me essentially closing myself off from that section of the scene until I decided to post that demo. As I began interacting with the users in the server more, however, not only did my view change, but I realized that I love lolicore, fully, with all my heart (cue rimshot). It really is great that a bunch of weebs can get together, embrace the fact that they are, in fact, huge weebs, and make some cool music rooted in their weebery.
From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank Windopain, dj flyblown waste, and everyone else at Nyaotic Records. Lolicore is my life now thanks to you all, and I couldn't be happier. <3 Please do check out the label's stuff at their Bandcamp or website (which I actually helped code)!